Jackie M.
My oldest only son hasn’t been home for 19 months. I have not cook anything he loves. It breaks my heart My new year resolution one is to be able to cook what my son, mom & dad enjoyed together to cook and eat. Today I did it!! The simplest, yes I was so afraid how I would feel. As soon as I went to the store to purchase the stuff I cried. When I started to prepared my self, I took deep breaths. Then I thought maybe if I put music my son & mom would listen together to dance while cooking. To distract myself. I was ok but when my son playlist started R&B 90’s to 2000’s hit. 2Pac Dear mama I couldn’t take it no more. I started none stop crying. I kept spraying Fear No More & make yourself proud mist to kept me going. I wanted to quit the middle of cooking. But I needed to do this for myself. My son favorite Mexican food are Michoacán Red enchiladas (my parents are from Mexico). Guess what I nailed it! The red enchiladas taste just like moms. I’m so proud of myself. I had to step away to cry a lot more. To text my dad to give thanks. He’s the one besides Josie that gives me lots of motivation and teaches me the strength. Idk how he doesn’t it. He’s always cooking the red enchiladas especially when days when he’s blue sad. Josie said, “pica it’s too spicy”. My Ashley was so excited and happy I finally did it!! Thank you Queen. Besides the mist I have 8 bracelets on to keep my spirits up, and my crystal necklaces. omg I was shaking Queen. Next new year Resolution is to drive again. Baby steps but thanks to this beautiful mist. I DID IT! Today was zoom visitation with my son. He has been such good mood thanks to Queens affirmations. Thank you Queen, King, Staff you made read this and be like it’s the simplest things. The simplest things is everything for me. Especially with my mom in hospice, my dad sick with lung cancer stage 3 and my son away from home. I highly recommended this mist. Sorry Queen and Assistant to make you’s cry but I’m still crying writing this review while listening to Queen live. The relief in my heart no fear no more to cook my son favorite foods that my family misses. ️
